→ CMON MAN!

Wow I find this hilarious! Some headlines or explanations:

- 'Florida State Linemen Takes A Play Off'
- 'Why can’t I find a quote from Sanders about the play or even an analysis anywhere on the web? I can’t even come up with a hypothetical explanation for this play. Either the dude was on drugs or he had to take a massive shit and was afraid he’d lose it if he made any sudden movements. I’ve been there.'


Anyways a bit of an update.. Today went to the airport to drop my brother off since he'll be in HK for the next 3 weeks, Then ate with my dad at Fat Wongs, Then play ball at OV with B.Yan, Brian Lucass, Darrell, and Chris. After that we munched on McDonalds.. Its about the 3rd straight day with MCKYDEES. Pretty unhealthy.. Thats it, nothing big!





I really do wish you the best, hope you find the right guy. Hopefully he'll treat you right, show you your someone special, and do you some good. Just things you never seen in me, I guess. I apologize for my wrong doings, the fights we had, and the stress/frustration that came along with it all. I'm sorry for the fact that I never lived up to your expectations and could not be someone you needed/wanted. I guess it's really time to let go, but hey, FUCK everything in your head right now, and know that I did/will care for you always.

- Guy who wasn't good enough.

→ ICESKATING @ UNION SQUARE

Finally had a double date with my BFF Alex 'Bruce' Chang! ahaha. Me, Grace and him and Shelly went to Downtown at about 6 to go ice skate. Unfortunately the only available spot was 8 - 10pm, so we decided to go to Buckhorn to eat but found out it was closed so we walked back up to Blondes to enjoy some fries and 'PEE-ZAHH'. We went back to Union Square around 730 to be 30 minutes early expecting no line, but to our surprise the line was already 40 deep. We were pretty shocked but as we came closer to the entrance we were happy and nothing really mattered. We got our blades and put our stuff in the locker rentals. And we were off!



Clockwise: Me, Grace, Shelly, Alex


Quick picture with my girl


Skills like Michelle Kwan son!


Christmas Tree pose!


Straight Cheeeezin'

→ WB x CHRISTMAS!

Alrite well I'm awfully in a good mood right now! I just opened my gifts from my girlfriend and goodness I decided to blog.

Anyways..

Winter-break so for has been very nice to me. A bit of a up and down this week due to some arguments, but things turned out just great. I've been chilling with friends lately and going Christmas shopping. I'm telling you, this year is the only year I actually felt the "Christmas Spirit" totally weird, but it feels really good!

Just the other night it was Secret Santa @ Franks house. It turned out rather good! The whole night I was bursting in laughter, I swear I laugh at Larry Pho non stop.. or I just crack jokes on him non stop.. either one! =) Anyways the process of Secret Santa was something I enjoyed, sometimes people just do it ALL wrong but this one was fun. I got Hyzell a sweater and she liked it! YESSS.. and then my turn was up, so I had to guess whom the gift was from but I didn't know but I kindaaaaaa knew it was Crystal. Which it was, she got me a H&M hoodie which I like, so TY CL! But wait.. I got two gifts! Darrell and Brian Yan chipped in to buy me a dress shirt from F21! Really didnt expect it but I greatly appreciated it, like I've said before. It really does feel good when you know people care! Thanks guys. After Secret Santa, everyone just chilled and wore their items and talked. People started leaving and a couple of us stayed to talk and laugh more! It was a craccckin' night. Theres pictures! But someone has to upload them... sorry.. I'll post when I get the chance.

The next day was spent @ Franks house again! Haha it was poker night with about 20+ people. It was nuts. I got put in a table with all my friends which is a bad thing.. since you wouldnt want to knock them out from a chance to win some money. Buy in was 10 a person, The pot I'm not really sure since I didnt make it through the night... Sad! SMH.. After that I just chilled around.. Ohh my left contact fell out while taking the bus to his house, So I was impaired the whole night!

Today my girlfriend came over to drop my gift off, we had to make up! Then at least, thank God, we did. Really happy about that. Then.. I took her to work, and I was off to Downtown to do some Christmas Shopping. I visited Gap, Old Navy, Niketown, H&M, and whatever else is at DT. Very productive I felt, I got everything I wanted to get with the exception of one more gift for my girl. Happy I got my mother, brother, father a gift, first time in 17 years! =/... but hey at least I got it this year! Anyways at Gap, the one lady that rang me up was absolutely rude! She gave me so much attitude when I asked a couple simple questions.. I hope she.. YEAH SCREW HER! but anyways.. I didn't eat the whole day yesterday cept cookies and chips, so I was starving. ME, starving, and being tired is never good.. I may faint fyi! So I went to Buckhorn down at Bloomingdales food court and ordered LG fries and a coke to go. Ran down to MUNI to catch the M outbound home. Glad I hopped on a seat so I started to devour my lovely fries! with bbq sauce and ketchup with hell lot of pepper of course. I swear everyone around me was staring.. either they wanted some or thought it was really unhealthy. So I got home completely exhausted, and WAIT I forgot! I didnt have wrapping paper.. so I took my Razor Scooter, sike I have a cheap branded scooter.. to Walgreens which is about 20 blocks away and bought some to wrap them up! Christmas Spirit I tell you!

Now I'm currently about to stare at my gifts! =) Thanks babe! K361109 "Hold on..."

→ ALJ;FDJKLJSF

Why is it that all we do is argue, its soo tiring. For the both of us, I see it. Don't really know what to do about anything.. We hit 5, is there a 6th? What we both need seems like its impossible to supply. What can we do? Just always know I care for you but its to the point where I can't take it. I don't wanna say I give up, but can i still keep dragging on? You don't even seem like my girlfriend anymore, I hear nothing from you, I know nothing from you, I can't help.. You say you have emotions, feelings, and stuff inside you. But I don't know any of that.. I can't possibly think I'm a good boyfriend not knowing anything. I want to know.. but you told me you just can't. What is it that we benefit from each other? Why are you still here? I definitely know I'm not the best.. not even good. I yell and have a problem with almost everything you do.. I restrict you and all, I told you no one can be paired up with me. Its me.. Everything is just HARD.... WHY! I always want to hold on.. but things are slipping..

-R.