Sunday, September 25, 2011

→ WINDING DOWN

Deadline for the TAG program is coming down, and these past few days, I've been finding a lot of information that isn't making my chances of transferring out likely...

Problem 1... Heard you have to fulfill all your major pre-reqs by Spring 2012; but in my case I have to take Calc 2 in the Summer 2012 

Problem 2... I totaled at 26 credits by Summer 2011, but the requirement is 30. I didn't know Trig wasn't UC transferable. Although I am capable of getting 60 credits by the end of Spring 2012

Problem 3... There aren't much Business Administration majors for UC's, only Riverside and Irvine have this exact major, I'm now looking at Business Economics... But I really determined to get into UCI for Business Administration

Problem 4... Something I'm really not proud of, my UC transferable classes accumulative grade is a 2.96, sigh.

Problem 5... I'm hoping I can transfer out regularly if I'm not eligible for TAG, time to strive harder than ever.

And what frustrates me the most is that my counselor said everything would be fine, and that I'm doing just fine. I have an appointment with him in two days, and the application is due on the 30th. I hope everything is settled by my appointment so I can really see what my future holds. It's so hard to deal with this, I feel lost and confused, and I wish I wasn't...

This is my life, my future, and not having total assurance on something so important isn't the best feeling and is completely bothering me. What can I do, who can I turn to. Whoever I talk to won't solve my problems, so as of now, I'm counting on myself to get things done...

I want to breathe..

Friday, September 16, 2011

→ FRUSTRATION

Here's my rant, prepare for my annoying complaints... To whoever reading, you can stop here.

Where to start, I guess, with what is occupying the majority of my life: School. My everyday routine consists of hours of school, and hours of school work which totals at A LOT OF hours.. I've zeroed in on my goals, and I'm determined to finish Skyline in exactly 2 years total. One big wall is stopping, and this "wall" is the transfer program (TAG) that pretty much guarantees me a spot in the UC I desire. BUT, the TAG program changed their rules which says a person can only tag onto one school (previous years, as many as you wanted) AND most of all, UCI excluded my major. So now I'm totally frustrated with what my future beholds, and things are just complicated.... The only thing I can do is, do even better in school so I can apply to UCI without tag and get in....

I became anti-social with focusing on my school work, but if you see my goals and where I'm headed, you should understand.

Other than school, nothings been up. Doing my own things here and there, but I'm satisfied. Simple person, living in a simple life. Not much to explain. Boring to you? Possibly, to me? Nope.