Jim Jones - Perfect Day ft. Juelz Satana
Lil Wayne - Something You Forgot
Kid CuDi - Dat New New
J. Cole - Getaway
Monday, April 18, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
→ 04/11/11
First day back from Spring Break I get overwhelmed with midterms, test, and research papers coming up faster than I thought.. Reading and studying is going to be a big part of me these next few weeks, and it's going to suck.
I had an appointment with my counselor Nate Navado @ 10:30, it was much needed... My head was filled with questions about school, the future, units, summer school, and scholarships. I procrastinated in scheduling this appointment but I'm glad I got to do it before it was too late. Anyways, I realized the likelihood of me transferring out in 2 years isn't too great. That was my goal but now it's disappointing.. I'm going to really try harder and pass/get all my classes in order to get out of Skyline asap. I might be able to get out in after Summer 2012, but that is if I'm still interested in the Business Management field.. I'm excited for next Fall's classes since I'll be close to finishing up my GE's and starting some of my major's pre-reqs.. Until then, I have to finish up what I have in front of me.
Worrying about the future is something I can't help but do, I'm not the best in anything so I worry about not succeeding... I want to live a life that is simple, I want a family, a nice simple house, 2 cars but without any problems and stress dealing with money. Money is the root of all evil, but it simply makes life easier... Well when you have it at least. I worry about not being able to get a decent job, I worry about not making enough money, I worry about not being able to support my future family, I worry about being in debt, I worry about not making my parents proud... Yes, money isn't everything, but it is something. And I would be fronting if I said it doesn't matter to me, in all honesty.. Money is something that I hate, but would love to have.
In this world we are working for satisfaction right? Or is it money... What are we getting an education for? In the end it's all about getting a good job for what? Money, money money. I feel like we are living for money, this is how our generation works. Everything around us is about money, riches, wealth, materialistic things... How can I not care about money? It's about happiness, and materialistic things is a big part of happiness, but what gets a nice car, a big house, brand name attire? It's money, money creates happiness... As bad as it seems, man, it's the truth. And without it, it's hard to be happy. This mindset I have is bad, I acknowledge that but if someone can teach me to believe in another outlook on happiness I'd be glad to listen. Our society is revolved around money, it's the center of attention, the more you have the better you seem to be in our world.
I had an appointment with my counselor Nate Navado @ 10:30, it was much needed... My head was filled with questions about school, the future, units, summer school, and scholarships. I procrastinated in scheduling this appointment but I'm glad I got to do it before it was too late. Anyways, I realized the likelihood of me transferring out in 2 years isn't too great. That was my goal but now it's disappointing.. I'm going to really try harder and pass/get all my classes in order to get out of Skyline asap. I might be able to get out in after Summer 2012, but that is if I'm still interested in the Business Management field.. I'm excited for next Fall's classes since I'll be close to finishing up my GE's and starting some of my major's pre-reqs.. Until then, I have to finish up what I have in front of me.
Worrying about the future is something I can't help but do, I'm not the best in anything so I worry about not succeeding... I want to live a life that is simple, I want a family, a nice simple house, 2 cars but without any problems and stress dealing with money. Money is the root of all evil, but it simply makes life easier... Well when you have it at least. I worry about not being able to get a decent job, I worry about not making enough money, I worry about not being able to support my future family, I worry about being in debt, I worry about not making my parents proud... Yes, money isn't everything, but it is something. And I would be fronting if I said it doesn't matter to me, in all honesty.. Money is something that I hate, but would love to have.
In this world we are working for satisfaction right? Or is it money... What are we getting an education for? In the end it's all about getting a good job for what? Money, money money. I feel like we are living for money, this is how our generation works. Everything around us is about money, riches, wealth, materialistic things... How can I not care about money? It's about happiness, and materialistic things is a big part of happiness, but what gets a nice car, a big house, brand name attire? It's money, money creates happiness... As bad as it seems, man, it's the truth. And without it, it's hard to be happy. This mindset I have is bad, I acknowledge that but if someone can teach me to believe in another outlook on happiness I'd be glad to listen. Our society is revolved around money, it's the center of attention, the more you have the better you seem to be in our world.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
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Honestly, how could you forget? It was an annual thing, and it was so important... to me at least. Questioning so much now.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
→ APPRECIATION
(picture from 09')Also, my "go to buddy"... I'm glad you're not annoyed with all my problems, thanks so much for being the person I can vent to. We've grown to know each other pretty darn well, and I hope you know I do cherish our friendship a lot. Although there are periodic breaks, I'm glad we both can update each other and feel like nothing happened. And all the jokes I make, I don't mean them! Kind of ish... =)
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